EXT. ALTA VISTA TOWN - DAY

Sunshine lights up the whole orchard and barley field in Alta Vista. Sun ray shines on the plants and flowers which surrounds the wooden houses there. The heat from the sun gives live to all the needs of the residents in the town and happiness bounds around in the air. Everyone smiles sweetly greeting everyone they meet. This is the only road to the town. The road is as straight as a railway trail and both sides road are surrounded by big barley fields. Alta Vista’s residents are busy in the orchard and barley plantings, whereas their children are hanging around the orchard playing games. Girls normally stay at home playing indoor games where boys run around the town.

This is the first part of "Love Knot" the story which conducted by me for the very first time =)

my boy

A little boy's story......

He is small like a human punch when first came to the world,

He is an ealier birth baby of the December,

He is lucky to born in a middle class family which his family provide him the best as they could,

He is growing up from a hand punch size to a basketball size,

He is fat and cute as he got enough nutricients from his family,

He is pampered by all the people surrounding him,

After 13 years,

He is the one who has strong desire towards people's love and care.

He is lonely innerly especially at night,

Outsider might not know his loneliness but as one of his closest, you can feel it through his action,

He used to watch comedy and laugh alone in front of the tv.

He repeatedly watches the same movie until he could Q&A himself and still he will laugh with his open arm,

He laughs until he gets tired only he will go to his bed,

Before that, he will set a pillow beside him and he will only sleep comfortably,

He refuses people to remove it because through the existance of the pillow, he could feel less loneliness.

He is now eager for love and a warm arm as he could reply on and has a pleasant sleep with sweet dreams followed by then.

Sadness goes through my inner heart as I could feel his loneliness during the very late night now.

life

I don't what would happen in my next chapter of life.I dare not think much and I appreciate every moment to have fun with friends around me. And, I appreciate time of being pampered by you too...you know who you are =) I do wish that time will just stop here,so that every good and beautiful scenes will be framed in this moment without turning into any coming ugly scenes.I'm glad to have everyone by my side, no matter they are protagonist or antagonist in my life of scenes. I will still try my best to love them...

no one knows

“I’m crying inside but nobody knows” which is a sentimental sentence that I found it could mean a lot. I accidentally saw this sentence in a website and it truly expresses my feeling now. I think the main problem here is I’d lost myself. I myself even don’t know who I am. No worries, I think I’m getting on the track to be the one I used to be in the past years. I’m quite happy today due to I’d spent my day with my mum in shopping, eating, chatting and etc..=) Few of my close friends had told me that I’d changed a lot. And now, I know what I’d changed. In my life, family is always at the first place in my heart and I wish to have free life in order to do whatever I prefer without thinking too much. Life is always too fragile to me and I appreciate every second in my life!!!!I’m a kind of person who always achieve for freedom and hence I become who I am now. *some of the may not get what I'm trying to tell here coz this blog is just for my my own reading and understanding =)

oppose

I’m wondering something in my mind these few days. Is he/she trustful enough for the one who even sleep next to you in the future? I not mean my spouse now of course but to anyone who is surrounding me. Some of the words might hurt you but it won’t do much on me unless it is true enough is your fault or mistake la. In contrast, some of the words might please you to heaven but it ends up with all thorns wound inside your heart. It is because they are the people who are high probability in betraying you and use you wisely. So which type of friends/colleagues do you prefer? I would definitely………………………………….. deny all these 2!!!! I want the people who will obey to me without judging me much and give me their sincere hearts. I know is a lame joke. It is impossible happen to everyone and what make you think of me? P/S: I'm a lame joker xD

melancholy

I freaking hate their beings as my family members...

I found hard to communicate with them nowadays...

I found that I totally lost myself...

I found everything is not as perfect as I think...

I found there is an unexpected piece of good heart from you, my dear sis beneath all these bad...

I found that you’d changed to a better one but I’m in reversed one...

I found it is not your fault of your English level as you always take it as comparison to blame on me...

I found it is my fault that even I’d spent my life with you for 19 years but I still could make this kind of faults...

I found Sorry is the only word that I wish to tell you...

I found I’d misunderstanding on you...

Beloved

Yeah I know I come back here once in the blue moon. No choice, it is my castle. I feel like blogging whenever I feel something extreme to express.=) I shouldn’t time flies so fast anymore, it is a super lame excuse for me to start my writing here. I’m glad that I met my spouse who is willing to stand on me Whenever

I simply throw tantrum to him,

I need him to care me,

I need him to listen to me,(I’m such as the dominant one)

I need him to guide me in studies,

I need him to serve me,

There are too much to list down anymore, I couldn’t continue with what I need anymore. It sounds so bad that I just rely on u so much and I show all my weaknesses whenever I’m with you. With your love, I wish to thanks a lot that you shine my days!